gonna try to keep up with my life this year..

its day 7 of my newly found life

california in 6 months
brisbane australia in 7 months
life now

what the fuck.. 2nd fire on this block in two weeks.. my eyes are gonna burn all night..whats wrong with this neighborhood? how much longer till my apartment burns down?

I look different
maybe its the blond hair
maybe i got taller
maybe its cus my hair is long
I feel so different
less stressed
more motivated
dreaming more

so its sunday night.. im faced with countless paper and midterms for next week.. wht am i doing.. im on facebook doing a global search for people whose last names are spelt close to my last name.. why am i doing this ???!!??.. shit.. i need to focus

Everything Happens for a reason or so i'm told.. each day i question that. where im at is where im at. september is almost over. thats a fact. i havnt seen home in over a month. philly is my home.. im detached from reality once again.. i have friends and family.. im still wanting more.. we want what we cant have.. i think i kno what i want.. i i ( Read more... )

Intense is the only way to put it. I don't even know where to start last night. We leave Philly around 3pm for the central PA mountains, also know as the Appalacians. Get there after dark.. Walk through the woods with only flashlights looking for a shelter that is on the map we have.. Encounter a random guy just smoking a cig in the woods in the ( Read more... )

My mind cant concentrate on nething rite now expect for the hike this weeekend...ahh

I feel like a little kid on christmas morning.
Similarly, I'm under more stress than ever before.

i woke up this morning and wanted to be in the country.. Hmmmm.. I just have the strongest desire to not be in a major city for a few days, weeks or months..just till the feeling goes away.. ah