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Everything Happens for a reason or so i'm told.. each day i question that. where im at is where im at. september is almost over. thats a fact. i havnt seen home in over a month. philly is my home.. im detached from reality once again.. i have friends and family.. im still wanting more.. we want what we cant have.. i think i kno what i want.. i i i..ah.. people come to me for advice about situations i have no idea how to even attempt to respond to.. to be honest i dont care about problems people have..they seem so meaningless in the scope of things.. we are alive and healthy right now, arent we?..in ten months im going to be in brisbane, australia. now that i think about it..im always running away from reality.. i just dont want to deal with situations and life.. i want a six month vacation from the world.. a life changing experience.. to "discover myself" so i deciede to go as far away as physically possible from my friends and family 10,000 miles+ away from home.. i run away from reality constantly whether its driving to indiana, random adventures into the woods, bascially anything phyically except drugs..maybe im just stressed and looking for a release.. yea thats it..