I wrote the first 9 lines of this about 4 months ago and i wasn't able to finish it, so i just put it away... now I was able to finish it tonight. It's funny how something pops into your head like that and you have no idea where it came from or why it came and then a couple months later something happens and it all kinda just fits together... I ( Read more... )

This weekend was actually pretty good. I went to the surf expo once again, and we got some more people stoked on our clothes, found out some good info on other suppliers and clothes and such. I got to see some people that I haven't seen in a while, which was cool too, and BEST OF ALL we saw Vanilla Ice, yes VANILLA ICE play at Lulu's bait shack ( Read more... )

amped for a good session. Anyone up for a dawn patrol on friday? wind is supposed to die down and waves should be chest to head

Legacy of Redundancy

If I can't believe what I had is gone
And I can't have faith and I can't move on
If I just sit here and I waste away
And my heart goes blind from all these hazy days
Then I can't find peace and I can't see love
And I'll never show this world what I'm really made of
And I won't have fear cus I can't feel pain
And nothing will be real ( Read more... )

So I found out tonight that one of my old friends was found dead this morning. Fucking guns... he was someone I actually cared about too... I never got to see him much in the past couple years, but whenever I did, it made me happy. He was one of those guys that just kinda brightened up your day, ya know.. every time I'd see him, he'd tell me to ( Read more... )

Yes, Yes.. that's right... I'm back in this shithole for a town they call daytona. But hey, atleast now I have time to heal, focus on my writing, and the company... maybe i'll be able to get some real productivity out now. But for the very very few people in orlando that are actually cool enough to not be too damn self-centered and are able to pick ( Read more... )

This has to be the most depressed i've ever been on christmas. It's christmas eve and I don't feel the slightest bit of happiness. I hate this shit, I wish I could actually feel something. All I can think about is christmas time last year, I was with my family for one of the last times. I was getting ready to leave for the Airforce in a week, ( Read more... )

I've had absolutely no inspiration at all lately. It feels like I'm stuck in a cest pool, All I really want to do is be able to write once again, and it seems no matter how hard I try, I can't and I know that trying makes it even harder to do, but i need to put out something. I need to find some direction. I've decided that I'm taking next ( Read more... )

Is sadly, not what you get from watching the WHOLE first season of spongebob without the slightest interruption, not even going to the bathroom. But wearing a hole into the same spot on the couch throughout the whole day, having other people bring you food and change to the next CD for you can prove to be quite a good day. Now I know what the kid ( Read more... )

It kinda scared me when when I got out of bed this morning and the T.V. turned on by itself, and then started changing channels. But then it was ok, because I realized I was standing on the controller ;) Maybe I need to go back to sleep for a little longer