Dec 12, 2003 18:07
I've had absolutely no inspiration at all lately. It feels like I'm stuck in a cest pool, All I really want to do is be able to write once again, and it seems no matter how hard I try, I can't and I know that trying makes it even harder to do, but i need to put out something. I need to find some direction. I've decided that I'm taking next semester off school, for the first time ever, I'm not doing good in school, and I think I've actually managed to fail the whole semester, though It really doesn't matter to me because I don't believe that school has anything to do with what I'm supposed to be doing in my life, even though I'm really not sure what that is yet. But taking next semester off will atleast give me a chance to collect myself and try to find my way through all this crap. is anyone doing anything tonight? I need to do something!!