Since this litte thing called myspace came along.. I have forgotten all about my livejournal... hell is anybody even on this thing anymore.. Anywho I have pretty just been in my element these days.. I gave up alot of my vices which is pretty good because pop was definitely going to be the death of me.. I also started re-evaluating alot of my ( Read more... )

Just when you think you have everything figured out when it comes to your heart.... You see a familiar face and it feels like somebody just shot you in your heart.. I don't even know how I feel right now but I know its not good.. I just want to hide in my covers but I know if I go home its just going to make it worse because its just reminders of ( Read more... )

I swear it is really hard to come in here and update this damn thing.. I have my sit down meeting with my boss in a month about my job and my raise.. So I'm pretty happy about that because it means I am actually climbing up the ladder around here in Agso land.. Over the past couple of weeks my friends have meant more to me then hell ever... I am ( Read more... )

so of course it is hard as hell for me to write in this thing when there is alot going on especially when its dealing with my jacked up emotions...I'm single again and eventhough it is hard to part with somebody you really like.. I learned that I am just not good for her as much as I do like her.. I have learned over these couple of weeks that I ( Read more... )

Things have actually been pretty good in some aspects.. I have an amazing girlfriend who I have the pleasure of waking up to damn near every morning .. She completely came out of the blue but I so needed somebody to give me faith in chicks again.. I was like the guru of love and then I just went sour .. Now however I have regained my trust in what ( Read more... )

so last nite I was supposed to be having the time of my life.. I haven't been up to buddha in a very long time and I thought it would be cool to go.. Well I haven't been sleeping all that good but when I got home last nite I was tired as hell.. I decided to take a nap for a bit .. needless to say I woke up at 12 am to chaos on my damn phone.. One ( Read more... )

I know I should be updating my journal alot more.. Especially since on a day to day basis I get into all type of chaos .. Its just hard when everything is going on to sit down and type it all out.. Spin has officially turned into my hang out spot with my buddies.. We have been going for the past month and a half non stop.. Its actually a nice get ( Read more... )

I fear if you back away now.. things will never be the same

this saturday turned out to be so much fucking fun.. At first I was a little scared because I got to spin first and there was this clown holding balloons at the front...I was thinking I should just jump back in the cab and go home... Once I got in there though it was cool ..I found melissa and everybody and we started drinking and acting so damn ( Read more... )

I'm still excited over saturday because I think I talked most of my friends into coming to spin since we all don't get a chance to be in the same spot very often... Last night I was cleaning my house and just doing alot of thinking and somewhere between doing the dishes and sweeping.. I realized that my relationship was over way before I noticed ( Read more... )