they say love is not your friend
so of course it is hard as hell for me to write in this thing when there is alot going on especially when its dealing with my jacked up emotions...I'm single again and eventhough it is hard to part with somebody you really like.. I learned that I am just not good for her as much as I do like her.. I have learned over these couple of weeks that I got alot of pinned up issues when it comes to love and relationships.. then again its typical when girls stomp on your heart but I think my level of anxiety is at about a 100.. I have decided since for the past couple of years girls have been assholes to me.. it is my turn to clown and act up.. alot of people are not happy with this decision but who the hell cares at this point...