it took me all of today to concentrate on writing a journal entry.. my emotions right now are up in the air so its kind of hard to sit down and type them all out.. I felt like doing what I used to do and go party with my friends and act like everyhing was okay but I couldn't even hide my pain from the stranger on the bus let alone my close friends ( Read more... )

I'm going after love with a shotgun

and you think that i just don't like it anymore
but i'll tell you what i don't like
i don't like that i have to put the training wheels back on your bike
and i don't like the extravagance
or the way you taste when i kiss you
i don't like being left alone
baby don't you think i miss you

With everything that has been going on this week .. I have realized just how strong I actually am.. I think in my own way I have finally said goodbye to all the bs that has been clouding my head and stopping me from actually keeping a smile on my face.. I talked to m today which was cool because no matter what we always seem to click.. I need to go ( Read more... )

LAst night I called e to tell her that because of my sinus infection I hadn't got a chance to go see how much it would cost to send her stuff to her and she asked me why we broke up... and I told her I felt like for these four months I was in a relationship alone and its the truth.. There is only so much I can take before I have to walk away.. We ( Read more... )

Today was like the day from hell.. everything that could go wrong at work did.. Our computers were acting all crazy and patients were joining in on the madness.. I had to plant my feet on the ground because I was ready to grab my bag and walk out.. luckily I have my pack of cigs to calm me down or else there would of been trouble haha.. I can't ( Read more... )

so For the past couple of days my allergies have been kicking my butt to put it nicely.. I have taken everything under the sun and I still sound like urkel...Brooklyn is driving me crazy because she can't grasp the fact of the litter box so now today me and M will go and pick out another.. so maybe with two she will get the hang of things... Tonite ( Read more... )

so Last nite I get home to J on my front steps with movies and popcorn... We started on the l word box set and I attempted to bake her cookies which she just laughed at me the whole time.. I'm glad to see that she likes littel brooklyn.. since she is starting to become a part of my life she should get to know the cat.. I'm thinking maybe today ( Read more... )

Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost ( Read more... )

This weekend turned out to be extremely funny... I work saturdays now so me and melanie were getting the charts out the office and here comes cathie out the door and she lets it close.. we realize none of us have any keys to get back in the office so we were stuck for an hour just pissed off.. the crazy thing about this was that it was a locksmith ( Read more... )