I haven't written on here in over a month and I dont think I will continue to write here again. For personal reasons. For those few friends I made in live journal So long farewell, some ryming german words, goodnite ( Read more... )

So now I'm in San Antonio. I wonder why did I ever leave this place to go to Utah? Lapse in judgment is the only explanation (well it could also have been temporary insanity or maybe demonic possesion); however Im back and all is good. What I love best about San Antonio is the lack of Utah like characteristics. I'm gorgeous my skin isen't dry all ( Read more... )

Two days to go, then Im out of Utah forever. (hopefully forever) If I dont see a Mormon again in my life, all will be well. I can rant and rave but it doesnt matter...
The stars at night are big and bright (clap clap clap clap) deep in the heart of texas!

I just got back from a ministry concert, their 2006 Masturbatour. I was awesome. The energy you could feel was totatly tangible, and people all over, it was like being adrift in a sea of bodies and music. Jayke had wanted me to go to this for a very very long time, because he knew I liked a couple minsitry songs. Hearing the music live was a ( Read more... )

I just got out of the shower, halfway through my cleansing I caught myself singing the Ode to Joy (Beethoven's 9th Choral suite) replacing all the words with Texas over and over again. "Texas texas texas texas texas texas texas tex, texas texas texas texas texas texas texas tex, texas texas, texas texas, texas texas texas tex..." well you get the ( Read more... )

Some time ago, I made a very stupid mistake I put in an application to go to a University in a littel redneck mountain town called Logan Utah. I got accepted got a scholarship got on a place and left the warm sunny land of my childhood to come to republican infested mormon controlled arid as the warmest part of Mercury state called Utah. While here ( Read more... )

Big Nathan took me up a hike today. It was quite fun, up millcreek canyon, I was really happy for a moment up there on the mountain, there is still snow up there. I forgot how much I do enjoy hiking, but now I'm back in Salt Lake Valley and lonely and single again. "Wont anybody find me, somebody to love?"

Well I hope everyone had a happy and drunken cinco de mayo.

Ok if youre on my buddy list help me out here. I dont have a journal entry but I would really like one. So can you guys please put one toghether for me?

It really sucks being a collectivist in a society of individualist. I dont understand why people think individuality is so great. Do they not know one is the worst possible thing to be? Just venting here but why should I feel bad about wanting to define myself as part of a "we"? Honestly people, Being single sucks, will always suck and thats why ( Read more... )