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what????
im fucking ridicuously tired of this . im not sure whether coming or going on the adventure i so desperatly wanted to find was exactly for me. at this point the time is changing rapidly.i dont understand the things that were all so simple to me. a woman has complicated me so oddly i dont even know how to continue things the way i always wanted ( Read more... ) -
can i finish? please please
i dont know why things arent progressing as they always do. i mean they are going to the places i wanted them too. it seems i have given peace to myself.if i had a dreams it is becoming more clear why it was so hard to picture it.because if i dream out of dirt it is dirty. if i dreams out greed my thoughts are that way. dreams should be clean and ( Read more... ) -
blah blah blah
Im so tired of just about everything that happens to me lately. It seems like everything is going good but still to my utter suprise i cant stop thinking bad things about someone who is important to me i guess. I just feel ike she stopped caring and im still here trying to catch up in awe as to why it is this way. God knows im not perfect but he ( Read more... ) -
and if i open my eyes in the rain
i dont really think i have done all i can lately but all of that is about to change i (as usual)am getting bored with everything again. i think the time has come for me to fill my brain with words and wiseness from the past. let me have more colors in head so i can write better,play better and think better.so i hope i get to do what i want cause i ( Read more... ) -
how could bad things happen to happy people?
i got so tired of writting in this thing that i almost forgot what the point of it really was.i just dont care anymore i have nothing to lose all to gain right? bullshit ( Read more... ) -
why?
who on this pale earth decides my days.Im not sure how im supposed to interpret things nowadays.I dont trust much.Im not sure where im heading but i hope i feel something soon.Im not scared or worried just in disbelief. -
so..........
so...........if i am is who ive always been then when do i get to tell the difference between it all. -
being alone
you ever wonder what is wrong with feeling alone? i am in a room full of people that i can talk to to . yet the conversations arent humorous or entertainning . i know its not their fault but i cant help but understand how any of this would be my fault as well. I wish i had some sort of different intellect to kind of pull myself together out of this ( Read more... ) -
well ive got to bleed...
Im not tired yet...despite how i know i should be im not ready to look away from whatever feeds the emotion i need to work for a couple of more hours. Let time heal me as it may as long as it finishes its will.Nothing much to exaggerate about so there it is...