I think im tired of the idea that everyone believes nothing but what they desire for themselves .Being a caring person turned to shit .Well if you cant beat em' . fuck that .I guess im also done not giving enough to my own thoughts. I just dont want to be selfish with people about my time. I need to not give up on my hopes. If i can help a few ( Read more... )

Well... , well , well... hmm.Its has been very interesting lately .I dont know much about anything but seems like depression is becoming popular. Its almost like a new commmon cold. Its always evolving no matter how much you find a solutiong for it. I really dont know what to say except everytime you think your life is shitty there is at least a ( Read more... )

Every single time i think about being honest and direct it backfires. I love that. I never end thinking of what to do ,just have to react to it. As if its something new to me.I have a weird sort of excitement coming over me right now. I feel like anything is possible and everything will be possible.sometimes i miss people for the wrong reasons.Its ( Read more... )

How to start this off without sounding like i have a grudge against women.I mean i really dont its just well ( Read more... )

To start things off , i havent done this in forever.I got kind of tired of writing on this and i still do think that its kind of dorky but im in the mood to write. I cannot understand the transformation that happens to people's character out sheer ignorance.People rant and rant about what they are, who they are, what they believe in. Yet at the ( Read more... )

i think livejoural is either dead or dying. i think im also tired of it.

I guess im trying to figure out something i put away for such a special ocassion that never happened. I tasted it but it had already slpoiled itself.I mean i wish i didnt have such ugly nothings towards her. she was my friend for such a long time. Yet she did me wrong in ways i could have never imagined i always forgave her without a million "im ( Read more... )

How to start this off right? well i guess i read in samy's livejoural that everyone is in a rut and ive been thinking the same thing for some time now. i guess its always in the back off my head just refuse to deny it. for some reason even in a rut you come out better than if life had never had any effort to wear you out. I dont want to jinx it but ( Read more... )

i have this day which reminds me of the tender reason why her breath bring me to heaven. yeah its fucked up in life sometimes. i can have someone do so many things but they never quite figure themselves out.

well today i felt the pain of not having ur head in the right spot. I tried to be something im not and know i have a guilty association with part of this problem.I have nothing much more than a little heartbreak to come. I never meant for things to go as they did. The things that happened helped me out through a lot of things but im not being ( Read more... )