once again, on the verge of demise
my resolve

dissolves and flutters like leaves
of a dying summer.
resting on the rolling waves
one tiny piece shines among
the sea's flotsam of countless years.
should i dive and retrieve what is lost?
but the sea is cold;
i am naked
my skin is raw; 
and the deep is 
unforgiving...

dear year 2010,

we'll run away together alright?
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yes i am

in a lot of ways

my scars come in different

shapes

and i am chipped

torn

and

burnt

i am unraveling

in every turn

of the dice

and in

the last

remaining

threads

i am holding

on to

dear

life

while

you are

all

hardwood

and

ice

with

me

here

waiting

for

you to

thaw.

neberending na pagkapagod....
sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay...

alkohol welkam to my badi!!!!

set me free....

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sobrang pagod na...
nilalagnat pako....
me outing bukas...

beach (or bitch perhaps?....) pagalingin mo ako..

Not  yet love, when words synonymous to forever
and happily ever afters come out of your mouth.
Of children before we push on 30
or of houses with well-lit dinner tables.
I try my hardest to flash a smile
when all i want to do is to run 
the opposite way, tearing away 
from your comforting grip.
maybe because  I am fully aware that y
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Probably the first ever  movie that i've watched with a somewhat blatant homosexual undertone. But this is not entirely the reason why i like the film so much; it is more due to my being a sucker for murder films and serial killers. A movie literally synonymous to 
S-H-O-C-K-I-N-G.  The character Kate Winslet plays in this movie is the real-life ( Read more... )

why i love my nonconformist-self better:

1. i wouldn't have to care how i look

2. i wouldn't have to care how i act (especially in public)

3. i wouldn't have to care if i break the rules (especially if i do it without undermining the rights of other human beings)

4. i wouldn't have to explain every little effin  thing that i do

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