why i love my nonconformist-self better:
1. i wouldn't have to care how i look
2. i wouldn't have to care how i act (especially in public)
3. i wouldn't have to care if i break the rules (especially if i do it without undermining the rights of other human beings)
4. i wouldn't have to explain every little effin thing that i do
5. i wouldn't have to adapt to effin superficial things just to feel that i belong somewhere (to someone)
6. i wouldn't have to get anxious over proving oneself endlessly (gahd this one here is sooo tiring)