It's late, I can feel sleep beckoning but am struggling to accept it's embrace. I feel trapped, weighed down by pressures I can't describe or give voice to. I am distracted by many things, unable to follow a task to completion, even this entry is likely going to go unfinished ( Read more... )

Today we started later than usual due to being knackered from yesterday. We started the afternoon with a trip to the Curiousity Tea rooms, an Alice in Wonderland themed tea rooms. This time I had two different teas, a Coffee and Amerato redbush and later on, an Apple and Cinnamon black tea. Both were good but it was the setting here that was the ( Read more... )

Today was spent at the Zoo, which like the rest of Edinburgh consists entirely of "uphill", whilst I'd love to come back in the future I feel I should undertake some training first and maybe a practice climb up Ben Nevis or Snowdon first ( Read more... )

Today was intended to be a day of tea and tourism, which was very much achieved. The day started with a stop at Eteaket Tea Shop, where I had a fantastic Chilli Roibois, though it was a pot enough for 4 people! Alongside this I had potato cakes topped with black pudding and poached egg. L had a Massala Chai latte and blueberry toast ( Read more... )

Well the first day in Edinburgh and I'm already having a good time. We've lucked out with where our accomodation is situated right by the train station and by the main city centre ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm approaching another downwards blip in my life again, I'm sleeping less, have gained weight and am generally starting to feel like the entire world is turning against me ( Read more... )

I've not written here for ages, I've been far too busy living day to day to actually stop and contemplate what I'm actually doing ( Read more... )

Well I decided to stick in my current role after they offered to match the salary offer, and commit to changing the problems I've been experiencing with my job satisfaction.

It's abeen a long while since I've had anything to post but I'm at something of a cross-roads and wanted to record things to keep my thoughts straight.

( This is gonna get long )

It's been a while since I've posted to my journal, life has been rushing by so much I've not had a chance to make a post.

There's a lot I should write down for future reference, right now I'm sitting on the sofa of my brand new home waiting for Louise to finish her shower.

Can't believe we've finally made it after only 8 months together! :)