I keep having dreams about Ruvin. I keep dreaming that awful awful things happened to her because I disappeared or because I let her go or because I didn't look for her
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I know you don't know me, and I'm sure this advice probably already crossed your mind, but have you talked to anyone about this before now? Sometimes, when emotions build up, they start manifesting themselves in different ways over time.
You might just need to talk to someone, sweetheart. Find a friend, or someone you trust, or I'd even be willing to talk to you if you'd like, but getting all those thoughts out there might help a little bit.
Unfortunately, researchers still don't even know why we do dream though it is clear that it is necessary for our own psychological well being. We always dream even when we don't remember them the next day
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I know a lot about a lot of stuff. It's what I do. It's the whole angel thing. ;) Happy to help. Don't know if they will help, but y'know you can know there's a Mark out there thinking about you, hoping you sleep and sleep soundly.
Yeah, I know. People can hurt you a lot, but if you love them, you love them. It doesn't just go away. But it will. It'll get less and it won't hurt so much.
I don't think it ever hurts less. You just stop noticing it unless someone pokes it or you bump it against something. Like with a scrape.
Sometimes I look at my ring, the metal rose one? It belonged to my friend Nero. He was going to teach me how to make them, and I sort of think I fell in love with him, but I'm not sure 'cause I didn't really get a chance to realise before he disappeared? And most of the time I miss him but not too much but sometimes I see my ring at just the wrong time and it hurts just as much as when he first went missing.
It's just a matter of learning how to ignore it most of the time.
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You might just need to talk to someone, sweetheart. Find a friend, or someone you trust, or I'd even be willing to talk to you if you'd like, but getting all those thoughts out there might help a little bit.
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I just... I miss her so much. Even if she broke up with me and broke my heart I miss her and...
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Yeah, I know. People can hurt you a lot, but if you love them, you love them. It doesn't just go away. But it will. It'll get less and it won't hurt so much.
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Sometimes I look at my ring, the metal rose one? It belonged to my friend Nero. He was going to teach me how to make them, and I sort of think I fell in love with him, but I'm not sure 'cause I didn't really get a chance to realise before he disappeared? And most of the time I miss him but not too much but sometimes I see my ring at just the wrong time and it hurts just as much as when he first went missing.
It's just a matter of learning how to ignore it most of the time.
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