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[please_see_me]

I keep having dreams about Ruvin. I keep dreaming that awful awful things happened to her because I disappeared or because I let her go or because I didn't look for her.

I don't know what to do. I don't even know if she's alive somewhere or not...

I still love her. And I miss her loads and loads and I just... I don't know what to do. I want these dreams to stop.