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i just need to stop trusting people. that is what i have decided. i need to stop trusting myself most of all. trusting my gut. trusting my heart. my trust only makes me hurt more when people finally screw up and screw me over. i'm tired of it.

i'm becoming a hermit. i will have no friends. i will love no one. i will not be hurt.

fuck. stupid bank of america with their overdrafts. stupid flower gallery charging me twice for one purchase. stupid dmv for choosing now to take the money out of my account. stupid t-mobile for automatically withdrawing money a day early. stupid me for not just paying in cash. stupid people piss me off.

what is there to say. work is work. life is life. sleep is nearly non-existent. school starts in two weeks. it will be upon me in less time than i think. i am not looking forward to it. for the first time in a few years i am not looking forward to going back to Liberty. i'm not comfortable with this crazy lifestyle right now, but i don't want to ( Read more... )

as i was pondering over e. e. cummings, i decided i would share one of my poems ( Read more... )

i honestly thought she'd email me at least. i believe i'm losing hope in people slowly more and more day by day.

this is the first year i can remember that it didn't rain at all on my birthday. i wonder what that means.

i don't have the energy to say anymore.

happy birthday to me.

that's all.

sometimes i just need to grow some balls ( Read more... )

it's been such a long time. i think i should be going. and time doesn't wait for me, it keeps on rolling. sail on, on a distant highway. i've got to keep on chasing a dream. i've got to be on my way. wish there was something i could say ( Read more... )

As you push it up through the soil ( Read more... )