let me start by saying this. i am an incredibly lucky woman. and i know that better than anyone else. i've got a great partner, a beautiful little boy, friends who i don't really deserve and at the end of the day, i fall asleep with the comfort in knowing it will all be there tomorrow when i wake up ( Read more... )

i found this letter i wrote on january 26th of 2006 and i like it. i think it a little ironic reading it now, but also reassuring ( Read more... )

2 weeks ago my Dad's best friend passed away from terminal brain cancer that he'd been fighting for years. I watched my dad go through that heartache year after year and I tried to remind him of all the good times we had with Jeff, what a inspiration he always was ( Read more... )

it's becoming so much more real now, and i guess you could say it's about time. please don't get me wrong..it's not that I haven't spent the last 8 months preparing myself for this and understanding what it means, what will happen... but now, with such a short time left... it's really becoming something tangible ( Read more... )

( long gone, long gone. )

To see you when I wake up ( Read more... )

currently, the only thing moving me from day to day ( Read more... )

if you couldn't already tell, im at that point again in my life where i'm stuck in lyrics- like they're the only things that seem to say exactly what i'm feeling.

so here are some of todays.

( The Scene Aesthetic - Dear Time Traveler, )

 It's not easy saying this to you
It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do
But boy before you go
I want you to know

I wish you strength
When times are hard
Oh I wish with all my heart you find what
you're looking for
I wish you joy
I wish you peace
And that every star you see's within your reach
And I wish you still loved me

I wish that things ( Read more... )

I think about how it might have been
We'd spend out days travelin'
It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
But you only wanted me
The way you wanted me

So, I will head out alone, hope for the best
And we hang our heads down
As we skip the goodbyes
And you can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got ( Read more... )