I really do suspect that this is what a heart attack feels like.
:[

Kyle: i think your contagious
small cannibal: How so?
Kyle: I woke up this morning feeling sexy
small cannibal: hahaha. What the hell does that have to do with me?
Kyle: http://www.camdenschools.org/nbay/red_panda_close_up.jpg
Kyle: no its not a mirror
Kyle: but ( Read more... )

Jacksonville was alright, stressful ( Read more... )

thatoneboy: Alright, you're letting your imagination get the best of you.
thatoneboy: Erase your memory right now.. and the only thought you should have in there is [censored] loves you and he would drop ANY girl for you.

I like how he makes me feel better. :]

Fuckkkkk.
I want to go to New York, finally have a plan to be able to and now my recruiter is being all "I hate you, you can't go".
If I did it would fuck up all my paperwork and appearently make the world come crashing down.
This is fucking lame, why is there some kind of evil force field of doom standing between me and NY? It's not fair. >.On the ( Read more... )

So...
I'm eating pancakes and linkys.
My tea has been tasting like shit lately.
Took pictures with Malaina at this cute park by the beach.
It had a pirate ship. :]
Tomorrow I finish my community service [was supposed to be today but going to bed at 5.30 explains not waking up at fuckin 6am >.Sunday I go sign the paperwork for me to go to ( Read more... )

small cannibal: I like helping people.
small cannibal: :]
Koz: You help me everyday. =]
small cannibal: ?
Koz: You give me a reason to wake up and you always help me smile when im all "=["

..he brightens my day.
:]

What I want is ( Read more... )

How lame is it that Kyle's only like 2 hours away compared to the thousand miles away he normally is and I can't even go and see him?! >.I need something new, I need an adventure, I need to feel needed ( Read more... )

fuck.
*le sigh*