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[plastic_lives]

What I want is...

to go to college
to receive a few different degrees
to try and be with him
to not get trapped in the military
to get out of debt
to make my mom proud of me again
to help my grandma through all these terrible things that are coming
to enjoy life
to never feel trapped into something I don't want to do
to have the strength to make it through the things that I don't want, to get to the things that I do
to work with animals
to learn when to follow my head over my heart and visa versa
for everything I want to stop being so fucking contradictory!
to find a way to cure world hunger (?)
a job... like right now!
to see the world
to write a book
to create something that blows everyone away
to write a screenplay
to be loved again
to not be crazy
to stop smoking
to be on my own
break away from my mother without losing her completely

This is the beginning of a list that I don't think will ever stop growing...