thebeat_goeson

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ok soo yeah thursday my brothers mother and sister came down... omg! i want to kill someone no joke! his mother and sooo crazy... well everynight since wednsday franco has been comming over and hanging out till like 1 1:30 at night it's been cool and nothing has happened which is a good thing because i think after Greg i am never doing that again ( Read more... )

ok soo saturday sucked which i think i already stressed... and ummm yeah sunday went to sawgrass mall with wendy and ate a rainforest cafe... then went to her house and watched guard taps and found mark on one of the tapes and watched Taravella when they were in world i think and then went out with john GREG ed andrew blake and wendy... we went to ( Read more... )

dude these visons need to go away they are making my heart hut again... i had another attack and well that aree starting to come back again... i had a small one in the mall on saturday with kd and well yeah i had one last night but not as bad and then just now this one was really bad but luckly i was in the safty of my room... lol... well anyways ( Read more... )

i am slowly slippin back into that same placee i got out of a long time ago... i don't know it's just sooo hard to climb back up when u just fallin... and it's even harder to get back up when u r still falling... i had a grand weekend... but yet i still feel empty... i don't know i started talking to this guy and he's really great but like i don't ( Read more... )

Pictures from wendy's journal... night at the mall... then my house... thank u wendy for i pics i stole them from u but i love me ( Read more... )

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ok soo 2 anti-biotics (hehe) isn't enoght i have to be on 5... lol... and umm chest hurtting really bad and breathing ever worst... i don't know if i will make it to march 1st or what ever too see the doctor and get everything done with... i'm really scared... no joke... it's hard to life like this not knowing if ur breathing will get easier or ( Read more... )

Middle School Assistant Principal Under Investigation ( Read more... )