everyone's damaged...
dude these visons need to go away they are making my heart hut again... i had another attack and well that aree starting to come back again... i had a small one in the mall on saturday with kd and well yeah i had one last night but not as bad and then just now this one was really bad but luckly i was in the safty of my room... lol... well anyways... umm next week i am supposed to give back my heart monitor bad thing is that i havn't transmitted anything and also because i haven't be ablee to get batteries for it and the last good one i got was on it and then is got erased... and also i havn't been wearing it... it really gets in the way of life and i know i should wear it but what ever... well anyways... i should really get to sleep haha... but yeah... anyways he is on and well not talking but i guess it's all good... i really don't want to talk because i know i will just screw things up that is y i hate talking online because i ruin evereything online but when i am in person everything goes perfect and well yeah anyways i really don't want to go to school tomorrow and deal with anyone... haha... well yeah... i really need to become cherry and happy ashley again and fast i hate being this way... well anyways... i'll talk to u later... bye xoxoxoxo muah!
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