lost
suffocated
like i'm not enough
too close to some
too far away from you
mad just really mad
disappointed in myself
a little insane
tired
heartbroken
judged
mean,i just wanna be really mean and not feel sorry

the pasta came out great,i am not really really good at the sauce but it tasted wonderful.I also pan cooked fillet mignon,brushed with a little olive oil,minced garlic and cracked pepper and it was damn good.I am very proud of myself.so take that bitches.

 he he,i have not written anything on here in God only knows how long,but it came to my mind today so i am doing.and it wont be long and it wont even really be interesting but that is why its my journal and not yours.Anyways.I got on here to find a list of ingredients to make katies alfredo sauce and thats what brought me here,so i am going to ( Read more... )

You are a Believer
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its late and i am up with my sistas ( heather and kari) Joe ( the brother in law,who i like a lot) and soon chris my darling husband.We have been drinking and talking and i like it.Sadly though our beloved friend who shall remain nameless for reasons i dont know,is in bed and has been for a while.Well he has to work early tomorow but he didnt ( Read more... )

The Rules ( Read more... )

so so much has been going on.Heather, Caden,and lisa live here now.I am really enjoying living with heather again.We spent so much time togather before she moved in and i am happy that she is here.Shelby is so big and smart she is the cutest baby girl in the world.Kari and Joe are getting married which is so cool i am so happy for them.Ilove them ( Read more... )

new colors i hope

"Remember When It Rained ( Read more... )