I am 26 years old in Brooklyn waiting for the tides to change.

I think of the places I've been in the last four years and I'm amazed, just really amazed. It's a pity no one is here anymore to share that with.

Can't wait to get the fuck out of this lame ass hell.

Hello, I am still alive and becoming wilder and crazier with age. I have always been this way but this is the first time in life that I am accepting this won't ever change about me. I am 25 years old now - any years stolen from me by terrible people and circumstances are being reclaimed with every inhale and exhale I take. Life is beautiful and I ( Read more... )

It's funny coming back to write here. Or even read here, these days. A lot of you have practically watched me grow up. I've seen a lot of you evolve and change as well. It's very special.

Praying my soul to heal after 3 straight weeks of being torn up and tossed as if it were in the sea.

My favorite writers here write about their lives with this verbal agility that I know I also have, but is lost somewhere in the vapid state I need to sort of stay in to communicate with others day to day. My favorite writers here take photos of themselves, share moments in their lives with vivid description to the minutiae and great passion for ( Read more... )

I miss when things on the internet actually involved thought in their creation or existence, and weren't so forcefully interconnected. It was the reason why I loved LiveJournal so much. I made a lot of real friends through here. But this shady interconnectivity in social networks, ie: facebook, is unfortunately why I don't write here as often as I ( Read more... )

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An eventful autumn. Every single tide has changed. Everything feels like it is moving.. that uneasy feeling of vertigo when ennui turns into energy. Most of the time I feel that my headstrong ambition and its false promises have led me astray from what I actually value. The grass is never greener on the other side. It was fortuitous that I got my ( Read more... )