i am in a bad mood.

i let little things bother me.

i get upset easy.

i let people affect me.

but...

i am an amazing friend.

i am incredibly silly.

i always laugh like nothing else is as funny.

i would do anything for all of you. no matter what.

so, my birthday is in a week. and i think it will be the worst one yet.

so much to say...

so few words.

good/bad. ups/downs. loneliness/friends. sleep. nightmares. work. shows. church. reading. O.C. hair.

that about sums up my life.

:(

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i had another great day. i really am hopefull things are getting better.

i just called in to work for tomorrow, well...today actually.
i said i have a stomach virus, which i think i do. i could work though, i just want to sleep more.

i am a bad employee i guess. who cares.

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there were no nightmares last night. i didnt wake up once in the middle of the night sweating/shivering. i havent slept through an entire night in, well...i dont even know how long. i guess i just needed that one good night. to remember that there are people that wont hurt you, and reasons to hope for things.

im in a great mood right now. tonight was a lot of fun.
right now i feel happy, for the first time in a long time.
I hope it lasts.

its 600pm and i havent done shit all day. not a damn thing.

im eating cookie dough and drinking orange juice and being on the internet.