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You will never understand the intricacies and delicate nature that shape me into the person I am ( Read more... )

he is the lamb, she is the slaughter
shes moving way to fast and all he wanted was to hold her
nothing that he tells her's really having an effect
he wispers that he loves her
but shes probably only looking for...

if you come over to my house...dont be loud, chances are i am sleeping. (unless its a show ( Read more... )

its not the world that will crush me, its the people in it.

and yes, it will be my fault because i was'nt strong enough to change that.

although my demise is certain...my love for you all will never falter.

i had a great day today.
i mean...really great.

church
lunch at pazzos
then spent the entire rest of the day with chris and his family.
i love that family.

i got home around 11.

now im going to sleep, well...soon at least.

woke up at 630 and went to work
work sucked
came home at 300ish
went to walmart to buy gamecube controllers
went to chris' family's house to hang out/eat with them.
played gamecube with a 12ish year old for a while.
had a really great time with a family that made me forget about mine.
mom called.
i cried.
saw walk the line.
it was amazing.
going to

so, i lied and blew you off so you might understand.
now you are out of town for the week.
and i am alone on thanksgiving.
im dying inside, but i cant make myself want to see you.

for a while at least.

I'm dying to know...
do you like dreaming of things so impossible,
or only the practical,
or ever the wild
or waiting through all your bad bad days just to end them with someone you care about

you are right. im an inconvenience. i cant do anything right. i dont want anything from you. i hope you miss me when im gone.