its almost 6am

i cant sleep
im uncomfortable
im worried...about you.

more nightmares. these were really bad. i feel like a child but im crying and i dont want to go back to sleep.

i thought the nightmares had stopped for good.

your hands on my face every step of the way tryin' to peel away the pain

we'll pray for them and stay with them till the poor little bastards die hand in hand

i have had this uncontrollable urge to break this vase i have. partly out of anger, but mostly because of the person that gave it to me. i love this vase, i think its beautiful.

i have a feeling it wont be in one piece much longer.

there are loose ends ( Read more... )

hmmm...

uhhhh, yea.

i am, uh...huh. anyways.

so...the weekend leading up to halloween was a lot of fun.

actual halloween day/night...booooooooooooring.

im house sitting.

im lonely here.

costume worked out great.

my birthday is in 3 hours.

EDIT: it is my birthday. right now.

so far i was right. but i guess i am only 30 minutes into it.

"black as midnight
black as pitch
blacker than the foulest witch."

if any of you can guess this quote...i will buy you lunch.

dont cheat.