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A note to my past lover
I have finally healed from my past and the trauma you caused me.
Thank you for being that lesson to not settle for less than I deserve.
I have met that prince charming you always said I needed.
He loves me when I'm mad, sad or stubborn just as much as he loves me on the good days... A real partner who sees and accepts the flaws and doesn't just see ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts
I haven't written here in awhile, but I was feeling inspired.
This time of year is always seemingly depressing or in a sense April is a curse of a month in my life. Last year, me and Chris broke up around this time and while I thought that was one of the worst times of my life, I am continuing this curse of bad luck in 2021 through the beginning ( Read more... ) -
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My space is important to me. I'm writing it down this time so I don't forget it.
I won't let anyone tell me otherwise. I won't allow my emotions to override my hopes and dreams because I learned from my last relationship that words mean nothing to most. I know that words without actions are just promises broken and left unturned.
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Winter 2019
I was going to read my previous entry from March but then I thought nah, let's just write!! So, this year has been interesting (to say the least.) I've had a lot of hurdles and tears but I'm not saying that's a bad thing... I actually enjoyed the struggle because it has led me to where I am today. I found a job in Theatre Arts (I know right?! who ( Read more... ) -
Updates
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Another one gone....
Today, Matt died ( Read more... ) -
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Today, I put my intuitive crystal on my third eye to meditate and it split in two.... hmmm. -
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Over two years sober and I went out clubbing tonight for Halloween with my married friend. We kept getting asked to bottle service so we would go and ask for orange juice LOL ( Read more... ) -
Celibacy
People keep asking me why I'm celibate, so I feel that I have to get it off my chest ( Read more... ) -
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I am really sad today, because I fucking miss you ( Read more... )