YAY!!! Colm declared his undying love to me!!! ok maybe not that drastic but we're back talking and thats all that matters!! himself and Mark (who must think im so strange) met me after school today and we went to the hippest place in town, chocolate brown and then the BOMB, the bridge house hotel AND leisure club!!! OOOH YEAH BABY!!! beat that ( Read more... )

OH yeah!!! im back ppl!! its been over a year since my last post but im here to rant and rave like never before!!! its been a hell of a year!! but what doesnt kill ya makes ya stronger!!!! hi colm!!! be proud!!

ok its been so long since i last updated but so much has happened!! ok so i was at the 21st and Paul was working til 10.30 so i had to wait a while for him to come and by the time he got there we were all fairly merry!! so Jenny started the infamous "ice-game"! the aim of the the game is to pass the ice around the group, with your mouth, until the ( Read more... )

been another while since i updated.well nothings changed on the hurting heart and mind.only that he's broken up with his girl and is coming to my christmas party.apparently, we were flirting like mad the other day but i dont think i was nor him.but then he went and confused me again!!i mean he invited himself to the party and kept making remarks ( Read more... )

made my journal look cool!!well i think so!!in other news i feel terrible. my heart and mind are all over the place. im in love with someone i can never have. he's just so perfect. sometimes i think he knows how i feel other times i think he feels kinda the same but to be honest i dont want to know. life would get way to complicated.

so got a phone call monday to go into work at 7 for a meeting!thought maybe ill get a raise or ya know something worthwhile only whilst i was sitting there i started to realise that i was subject to mark's lies and deceit.the fool nearly got me fired. the amount of things i have done for him is un-natural. i'm virtually the only one who would talk ( Read more... )

been ever so busy!!i was out of school last week cos of my throat infection!! got blood tests and i have to go back for more in 3 weeks and im on antibiotics for 7 weeks!! but if anyone knows how long alcohol stays in the blood could they please tell me!!!no more news!! got thrown into the pool AGAIN last night!! dave leonie and angie although dave ( Read more... )

hey everyone!!this is my first time to use the journal cool!! hey siobhan!! thanx for gettin everything set up it seems to be workin fine!! ok so guess what?? i had a house party two weeks ago and i still havent gotten in trouble for it!! i have a small-ish house so i couldn't invite everyone and then there were just some people i didnt want to ( Read more... )