can life get worse??
been another while since i updated.well nothings changed on the hurting heart and mind.only that he's broken up with his girl and is coming to my christmas party.apparently, we were flirting like mad the other day but i dont think i was nor him.but then he went and confused me again!!i mean he invited himself to the party and kept making remarks about me and him getting toghether but i think he was just making fun of his singleness. i was so tempted to tell him how i feel cos i really thought he liked me but he's on the phone to his ex all the time.i haven't been speaking to him since sunday but we're all going to a friends 21st so if something happens, so be it but ive a funny feeling that the ex will be right beside him. in other news,just found out i have to work christmas eve and st stephens day and i have to be at a disco on new years eve for the posh residents who dont want to mind their children so we have to occupy them and miss the best night on the calander!! oh and to top it all off i have to work all those days with MARK!!! of all people like honestly could life get any worse??!! oh ive probably just jinxed myself now!!