It's time I moved on to better things.

Like everything else, this place needs closure too.

This place has seen me in my deepest pain and my happiest moments, where I loved and lost, and lost again. My heart is heavy that it has to close and perhaps it is also symbolic and significant that I am determined to end that chapter of my life and like a ( Read more... )

Case closed.

For the record, in case people have the wrong idea:

I do not, repeat, DO NOT, want to get back together with a certain ex-boyfriend, much less STEAL him away from whoever he's seeing currently. My searching for closure has nothing to do with getting back together with him, seducing him, flirting with him or trying to get close to him. I do not do ( Read more... )

Today was so tiring.

And yet, I learned more about myself and made decisions I would otherwise not have had the will to make, if it wasn't for today.

That said, amen for friends, you know who you are. God bless you for your love.

I'm sorry. I tried.

But I'm too tired to try any more. It breaks my heart each time I fail. And you come along with your hurtful words and step all over me.

I can't pull this cross by myself any more.

It hurts me so much to remember how we were friends first. And now I barely even register on your great book of people who matter.

I can't do ( Read more... )

I'm speechless. And fucking pissed off.

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. soundoff 11.01amThe thought just occurred to me. Do you think our friendship is worth so much fighting for? Every time we seem to make some progress, something happens to push it back to square one, and make it even more tentative and unsure than before. Don't you wonder, too, if it's really worth ( Read more... )

smellybelly  said to me: "why are you online and there's no update on your journal?"

so did desmark .

sigh. i have a reputation i see.

Finally got my ass to school, and am making use of the wonderful bandwidth to upload photos. Bern introduced me to Gfoto, but I'm just trying it out for a while because I'm not sure how good the photo quality is. But the storage is great - 1gigI think. I've updated pictures on webshots with princess_karen 's birthday, but Equinox and the Sentosa outing will ( Read more... )

In other news, besides my angry rant and cursing at NUS for its stupid requirements.....

I had a lovely time at the beach today with the arts folks! Thank you Nat (and Alph) for organising this. I'm too tired to blog and too annoyed to think properly, so I shan't say anything except I had a great time tanning and swimming and splashing around and ( Read more... )

Woot woot!!!! Went to Equinox for high tea with the Ladies' Society of zrus , princess_karen , charkwa  and faerieflutterby  today. Had a great time stuffing my face. Haha which explains the extra weight gained... I seem to be eating a lot nowadays... no I'm not pregnant. I think it's pms plus the stress I've been under with the knowledge of a ton of readings this semester and nowhere to ( Read more... )