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my life is way way way too easy and almost all of my stress is self-induced. i'm starting to learn how to stay calm and remind myself that everything is just fine. nothing is going wrong. my sorta-busted car and my lack of motivation to go to school are my biggest only issues.

i am going to be the best santa ever this year. already bought a shitload ( Read more... )

hi livejournal, i'm back to bitch and moan some more. it's funny how i only even consider logging in here when i'm in some sort of emotional distress ( Read more... )

i miss being in love and having someone to share everything with. i miss holding hands and cuddling. i miss being able to trust someone. i miss caring about someone so much that i'd probably do anything they asked ( Read more... )

Your Keirsey Temperament Sorter Results indicates that your personality type is that of the Idealist.

Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self -- always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement ( Read more... )

i don't have any friends but i realize that that's entirely my own fault.

i'm becoming scared of people. i never used to be like this.

it's interesting how "growing up" apparently means "becoming a complete misanthrope" to me.

i'm seeing a new primary care physician on the 13th and i'm going to ask her about getting a reference to have a psychiatric evaluation done ( Read more... )

does anyone even come on here anymore ( Read more... )

if you ain't running with me, run from me motherfucker.

i don't really sleep well anymore. apparently insomnia is a common side effect of cymbalta [i've been on 120mg/day since i've been out of the hospital ( Read more... )