Well, since I haven't updated in a very, very long time, I figured "Hey, why not?". So, it's kind of funny, within the past couple of months, my life has really turned around. I moved out on my own, got a really good job, and I'm losing weight. All in all, pretty good. I'm actually learning how to cook for myself. I always figured when I moved out ( Read more... )

So I would just like to say that apartment hunting really sucks. ^^; It's so hard to find a place with a good price that you get a good feeling from, as well. I found a place earlier that had a really good price, but aside from the fact that it's in Federal Way, I just had a nagging feeling the entire time I was there. And I couldn't quite put my ( Read more... )

Just one of those times when I really feel like talking to someone, but no one I want to talk to right now is available. I've had really high points of the day, and really low points. Saw V for Vendetta for the third time, today. That was good. On the flip side, I'm feeling like certain things are my fault. And then I tell myself they're not. And I ( Read more... )

For the first time in quite a while I finally feel like there's been a weight lifted from my chest. I feel like I'm thinking clearly finally. It's weird, when you're not thinking clearly, you still think you are, but when you really start thinking clearly, you're like "Whoa...I was being DUMB." I know everyone who reads this has felt that at one ( Read more... )

i know some of you out there think that i'm a piece of shit...right now i agree. if anyone wants to post, and talk about how much of a piece of shit i am, go ahead...i deserve it...

So last night at work, after about an hour at work, I started feeling really ill, got a headache, and was feeling light-headed, so I went home. I laid down almost the entire night. Well, I woke up today and was fine, so I went into to work. Well, while at work, I started feeling sick again, and realized what was wrong. It was stress. Not really ( Read more... )

Since I don't update a whole lot, figured I'd steal this from people ( Read more... )

So, I lost at poker tonight. And now I'm pretty bummed. Not so much that I lost, but that I lost because I did badly. I was doing really good at first, but then I called on something I knew I would lose a lot at, and I did. And from there on it was a downward spiral. (sighs) I know, it doesn't sound so bad, but I've won 5 weeks in a row. So I ( Read more... )

(sigh) So, I feel like kicking myself. Why? It's not something I'm going to discuss on here, and it's something that none of you are gonna guess. You might think you know the answer, but you don't. It's something that's really making me irritated with myself. The road not traveled crap. (sighs) Worst of all? I hate myself when I'm like this. I ( Read more... )

So I get home tonight after going and seeing Fools, going to Denny's, and then taking Gwen home. And what do I find on the screen door blocking my way in? A HUGE F***ING MOTH! I mean BIG! I took pictures, but I don't know if I need a program or anything to load them onto my computer, so I shall wait 'til tomorrow to ask my dad. But trust me. This ( Read more... )