Work sucks
So last night at work, after about an hour at work, I started feeling really ill, got a headache, and was feeling light-headed, so I went home. I laid down almost the entire night. Well, I woke up today and was fine, so I went into to work. Well, while at work, I started feeling sick again, and realized what was wrong. It was stress. Not really from my job, although it is getting pretty stressful too. But it was one person that I have to work with. This person gave me so much stress that I became physically ill. He is a complete moron, and lazy to boot. Everytime I'm around him I can't stand it. I'm trying to control myself. Once I realized he was the problem, I was able to get it under control, and wasn't really feeling ill the rest of the night. Problem is, our position, where there should be at least 5 of us, there is only 2 this week. Me and him. The third stockman is on vacation this week. So I have to deal with him again tomorrow. Then it's two days of mid-shifts before I'm finally free for a couple of days. I don't know how much longer I can stay at this job. Everything is going from stupid to ridiculous within a few short months. I feel like there isn't any real balance to my life right now. Work is so horrible right now, but I have nothing on the other side. Yeah, hanging out with friends, and bowling is cool. But hanging out with friends isn't near the offset of work. And bowling hasn't been too great lately. It was really cool Sven and Clarence have been there, but it's getting offset by drama. I just don't know what I'm going to do. If I can't balance out things, I have a feeling I'm going to become more and more irritable, and I don't want that. (sighs and shakes his head) Well, off to bed to try and feel a little better...that is, until I have to be at work. G'night all.