I know what it's like to be put up on a pedestal and for everyone to have their own ideas of who you are and what you're like. I know what it's like to feel like you have to live up to their goody goody expectations and to feel like you can't be yourself for fear of disappointing those around you. I realize that this is where people get lost in ( Read more... )

I have decided that I am no longer interested in my friendship with Kadi. My suitemate, Anna, says thats not a bad thing. She's changed. I haven't. She is more interested in her other "friends" and future "roommates" rather than being interested in my "friendship" and my feelings. So, like I tell my dad: "If you don't care, then neither do I ( Read more... )

At this time, I don't really know how I should feel ( Read more... )

I don't know what this entry is going to be about. The only thing I do know is that I suddenly felt like writing in my journal. Lame, I know ( Read more... )

So, does your roommate ever piss you off? I mean, I'm supposed to be in class right now, but am I? No. I'm not going to blame it on her, because it's my fault that I didn't get up and go to class. Or I did. But I didn't quite make it. However, I shouldn't have to listen to HER alarm go off for an hour and THEN have to yell her name before she ( Read more... )

So, today was a good day. Went to French class. Got out a few minutes early because my partner finished our homework over the weekend. As I was walking from main campus back to the dorms, I passed several people I hadn't seen in a long while. I spoke to all of them, and they seemed equally excited to see me. Aaron Adams even hugged me. He's ( Read more... )

I am saddened. I don't know why. It just all of a sudden hit me. It sucks. Really, it does. Young people shouldn't die young. But I guess we all have our times to go ( Read more... )

So, did I have a great weekend, or what ( Read more... )

So, apparently, I'm totally behind. I just found out a little while ago that Cinnamon is engaged. Ha.! And I found out the other day that Kimberly Pilling and Wes are supposed to be getting engaged . . . he just hasn't given her the ring because she keeps asking for it or about it or something. Whatev. I really feel like I'm getting old or ( Read more... )

Okay, so I've noticed that Jimmy and I have spent every weekend together since we started dating, and even before that. It's pretty interesting I might say ( Read more... )