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[perle]

i reappear merely because i am lonely. it has occurred to me now that the strange conditions which take place inside of me to swirl blackness into melodrama, possessing each body organ, are provoked probably exclusively by loneliness. i feel guilty about it, but it is not boredom so much as desperation. i would probably be alright just for tonight

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[perle]

:(
um, well i just woke up? and only just got your email. thus could only reply five minutes ago.

well, people use lj in different ways. read different people in different manners. day by day or all at once. i haven't been around much lately, as you can see from my lack of entries so i haven't been reading anybody much either.
that's ok though. livejournal means different things to different people. it means text to me, and the love of. hardly anything like friends.

(except in a much more airier way.)

oh look at me i'm befuddled; it's so early.
okay, well, i couldn't be bothered reiterating the contents of my email in here. i'm sure you've already read it anyway.

[andme]

heeey. i have been writing at least three-fold, this month. see, compare june to may. you should be proud, not scolding.

[ex_bloodoran155]

i have been writing, just in a hotchpotch sort of a way. higgledy-piggledy.
x

[_echo]

you sound
exactly
like my boyfriend.

(& i think everyone is too caught up in exams and finishing school and summer freedom to even begin thinking about livejournal. once bordom sets in, they'll be back.)

xoxo

[mordicai]

i'm like night. i come rights on schedule, & eventually the sun will flicker out & i'll never leave.