personality test ( Read more... )

i want people to tell me what their three favourite aminals are, in order of preference, and to give two reasons why for each.

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don't worry, the problem is need. and my msn username is russian petrushka doll now for a reason! impertinent body, 'the awakened & knowing say: body i am entirely, and nothing else; and soul is only a word for something about the body'. nietzsche. of course i always knew that when i started paying attention to nietzsche again there'd be something ( Read more... )

perle just phased out. i’m not sure what happened. i cant remember it because i didn’t write it down. waxed like a moon but i don’t watch the sky anymore or like a candle that didn’t fall asleep when i did, and in the morning i feel sort of sad because i let it burn all the way down without seeing the way it loosened the walls. i buy more and its ( Read more... )

the prognosis in the shorter term is guarded and in the longer term only a little more hopeful.

so my future is all laid out for me.

my lawyer sent me a ream of documents a few days ago. enclosed was a psychological assessment. i remember coming out of there cursing because i acted too composed. the appointment was supposed to take two hours and i didn't want to just go in there and tell the whole truth without being probed. he didn't ask the right questions, so i didn't get to ( Read more... )

i think "shut up" is the meanest thing you can say to a person.

i reappear merely because i am lonely. it has occurred to me now that the strange conditions which take place inside of me to swirl blackness into melodrama, possessing each body organ, are provoked probably exclusively by loneliness. i feel guilty about it, but it is not boredom so much as desperation. i would probably be alright just for tonight ( Read more... )

ceraphine is acting atypically, she never mious, only complaisantly when she is hungry. but she mious more now, and follows me, and then when i give her a saucer of milk and a floral cake plate of cat food, she disregards it, mious still, mutates herself into my shadow. d says she might have a peculiar recent desperation for affection. it could be ( Read more... )

cocteau twins songs have the best names. candleland. half-gifts. stars and topsoil ( Read more... )