The following is a journal entry from 12/08/2001

I shouldn't be allowed to go to parties.

It's inevitable. Every time I go to a party, I end up meeting a guy. There was Matt, Bug, Dom., Kyle, and others. Every single time I got home after the party, I ended up crying my eyes out. Well, I met a person named Richard at a party last night, and I ended ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of feeling like I must be broken somehow.

It's not that I'm afraid of comittment so much as I don't know anyone worth the effort. Which is sad because I have the time to have a relationship and I don't have any of the hangups I used to have. I don't know anyone even worth pretending to be into it - it seems like that much of a waste of ( Read more... )

OK I'm so bad at updating this but this year has been sorta crazy so I wouldn't even know how.

I'm reading my old entries and giggling a lot. I was so adorable back then.

Things are going to get interesting at work! Here's to... that. Oy. We'll see what happens.

We're almost done with evil nonsense. That's good. Well, at least I hope we're done.

DMV ( Read more... )

10 Years Later :)

Name: Amber
Nickname: Ambee, Ambee Bambee, Perky
Age: 25
Location: Antioch
School: AHS, then SFSU!
Marital Status: Single
Crush: No one
Natural hair color: A medium-dark Strawberry Blonde
Current hair color: A dark strawberry blonde with real blonde higlights
Sign: Scorpio.

Favorites
Color: Purple, then teal, the black/blue/green.
Type of ( Read more... )

KTC ARichard 11:08 am
   Oh my gosh, Hoshi, the conversation I just had was one of the craziest ever.
Hoshi 11:08 am
    XD
KTC ARichard 11:09 am
    This guy had applied to a role we have at the Volpe National Transportation Center in Cambridge, MA
    And he worked there about 10 years ago and he's been doing the business analyst work we're looking for ( Read more... )

Wow, so the drama was only beginning last post. I don't think it actually had to do with my life - the people around me are falling apart. It's crazy... just crazy ( Read more... )

So there have just been a lot of emotional things going on lately. I've been overwhelmed worried about a few of my friends relationships and mental well-being, one in particular. My poor Grandmother got pulled into a long con by her soon to be ex-husband who was just trying to get her roped into a marriage so she could be his caretaker while he got ( Read more... )

I've come to two conclusions over the last few days ( Read more... )

David is in town. Both Wednesday night and Friday I went out with him and about a dozen other friends and had a good time. Wednesday was particularly fun, since we spent hours playing on a playground.

Yesterday my friend Beau happened to be there. I've known him since second grade. He's one of my oldest friends in the world. He is back together with ( Read more... )

And Yes, I did log into facebook.

No, I don't plan on doing it again for another two years.

ktcdtran (4:15:35 PM): HAHA you just friended me but you won't know if i accepted since you own't be on for 2 more years
ktc arichard (4:15:48 PM)Nope. I guess I'll just hang in limbo
 ktcdtran (4:16:05 PM): limbo's better than hell.
ktc arichard (4:16:13 PM): ( Read more... )