hmm so i think i am getting my hair dyed again... only im having the blacktaken out, dying it light/medium brown with red and blonde highlights in it.... idk im getting sick of the black... and since i cant dye my hair bblue bc of my job, i will stick with making it look pretty! tell me what yall think... and any othe rsuggestions por favor..wow i ( Read more... )

yet another dissapointing day... now i cant even go and get my spetum peirced, bc suddenly my brother cant take me... i really hate this...

So i think this summer has to be the hradest one for everybody. I lost 8 ppl that were very close to me. Between that and being pregnant, my hormones were all fucked up. I wish i could just rewrite last summer. Make sure everyone was safe. Just erase everything ( Read more... )

So i have been wondering who i can really trust lately... alot of things just magically floating to someones ears... i dont know.. probably cutting myself off from everyone but Carly and Mel for a while... at least i know i can still trust my two best friends...

SO this Christmas should be a happy one, since its Aydans first... but its so hard. It the first one without Jillian, my sister in law. She past away in July. And i miss her so much. I feel so guilty, and it hurts so bad. We were fighting before she past way and i never even got to say im sorry. I wish i could just see her one more time... but it ( Read more... )

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Aydan will be a month tomorrow! He's getting sooo big! I took new pics! Will add them tomorrow ( Read more... )

So the past couple days have been pretty cool! Wednesday i dyed my hair back to black since i was sick of having like 8 different shades of brown and black... also bc soon i am getting extentions put in that are black... and getting white highlights that run underneath... i think it will look cool! But any suggestions ( Read more... )

Coin operated boy ( Read more... )

So Aydan is getting so big! He's grown about 2 inches and is now almost if not 10 lbs! Hes gunna be tall and skinny just like you know who... He's already crawling when hes in his crib... ill put him down in the middle when he goes to sleep and then he'll crawl to the top and cry when he cant go any farther... its so funny!