I didn't do it tonight. I wanted to, but I didn't. I guess it'll have to wait until Sunday. Oh well. After all, tomorrow is another day.

Last night I took a shower and I used a new shampoo. I used the Sun-Ripened Rasberry shampoo and conditioner that I first began to use my freshman year in high school. Every time I wash my hair with that stuff I think back to freshman year in Disney World. The smell makes me think of that trip, and I smile.

"It's time that I made things right for the first time, since the last time.
Let this moment of clarity lift this curse that has been cast upon me.

Appreciate the good times, but don't take the worst for granted.
Because you only get so many second chances."

( TBA )

I need a best friend. When asked "How are things going", I need someone to know what I mean when I respond "They're going". I need someone to be able to look at my face and know the smile isn't real. I need someone to ask me what's wrong and when I respond nothing, not say okay, but, "Shut up, dont lie to me. Whats wrong." I dont have that here. I ( Read more... )

Last night I couldn’t sleep so I began to walk around Royer for no reason until I walked past Aly and Janet’s room where Aly was playing some awesome music. I just kind of stood there for a little bit and listened, not thinking of anything in particular until she played one song. . . . A song in hasn’t moved me so long.

(  . . . . )

Some nights you wont ever forget. Wednesday night Meghan, Doug, Shannon and I went to see Meghan's brother play basketball. The game is beside the point. On the drive there, we listened to Moulin Rouge and Wicked and sang the whole time. Change that, we belted out every song possible on both cds. It was amazing. By the time we got to the basketball ( Read more... )

This morning, Meghan, Anna and I went to church early before our classes so we could get ashes for Ash Wednesday. I knew that people would be ignorant and tell me that I have something on my forehead either not realizing it was Ash Wednesday or honestly not knowing anything about it. But then to day in 20th Century, I was getting up to do my ( Read more... )

THINGS I NEED TO STOP

- biting my nails
- feeling down about myself
- putting things off to the last minute
- thinking everyone is good
- eating after 8
- making a mess of my room
- going to bed late
- thinking with my heart and not my head

( not even the trees )

Tonight, pianist and author of The Perfect Wrong Note, will be at Etown to give a concert and an un-master class tomorrow all day. At first I was a little upset because I'm giving up all this time for just another concert and my whole Saturday. Now I'm just excited! First of all, I wanted to read that book a while back but I never got a chance to ( Read more... )