My mom says she doesn't believe in forever. Anyone who thinks that they will be with someone forever is stupid. But I know what forever is. It's that one second that you look at someone you love, and you know that you might not be together always. But you know that they will be with you forever. That one second is all I need. That one second is

I know it's been awhile... i know i haven't talked to a lot of you in awhile, and those of you who i have talked to.. it hasnt been much. as soon as the next few weeks are over though i might be around alittle more to talk to. because after the next few weeks are over, the hardest semester of my life will be over. i have to go to bed, but i'll ( Read more... )

i got my bunny today! it's the cutest little thing in the entire world! EVERYONE falls in love with it!
my cute bunny!!!! Here it is with it's first poop in the litter box! What a good rabbit!


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just for you mr. ryan day!


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i need to get married to someone with a big family ASAP. i don't know if i can go through these "holidays" again.

Why is life so crazy... it deals you the card that you need the least, but have always wanted the most. I know I shouldn't be getting myself into this mess. I have no self control to say: no, i have to do homework, I can't spend time with you right now. I feel like i'm caught in a fairy tale and it's spinning out of control. I don't know what to ( Read more... )

SO on monday, I was talking to Danny and he said that we was moving on Wed. to Cal Poly, but that he might go on Tues, and stay at his old roommates apt. I said that he should come visit me, since i'm on the way. So all of sudden, he's planning to come right then, Monday night. So he stayed until this morning (wed. morning), and it was alright. ( Read more... )

wow... so that guy that I thought was super hot from the dorms (Doug), we went out friday night, and that was alright. we saw 'cellular', I liked it. Then he came over and we watched TV. that was cool, he had his arm around me and stuff. and then... it was weird, it was time for him leave, and he gave the weirded, awkward hug, haha, with his hands ( Read more... )

Alright, so first off, i'm so overwhelmed at this exact second. Today I have to wash clothes, organize my room, finish painting my bookcase and put it together, tons of homework, try to get estimates on my car (nothing is probably open anyway). Ahhhhh, cause all of this stuff I won't have time again to take care of until Thursday. That includes ( Read more... )

i just wrote a long entry and somehow deleted. good job. so now i'm i dont feel like writing it again, so maybe i'll type it again later.