Deep shit.... I'm in big trouble.
wow... so that guy that I thought was super hot from the dorms (Doug), we went out friday night, and that was alright. we saw 'cellular', I liked it. Then he came over and we watched TV. that was cool, he had his arm around me and stuff. and then... it was weird, it was time for him leave, and he gave the weirded, awkward hug, haha, with his hands on my shoulders, it was a shitty hug. and then he left quickly. So ... yeah, I didn't really know what to think about it. He is kind of an awkward guy, we didnt talk all the way to the movies, not really anyway, but conversation got better as the night went on.
Then... I was sleeping yesterday afternoon (Jamie went camping, Ashley went home to babysit, and Nicole was at sorority stuff so I was kind of alone all day and night).
So anyway, to make a long story short (I dont want to bore you, if you are even reading this), doug called me a couple of times while i was sleeping. so i called him back and i went over there cause he said he was BBQ-ing. i thought there would be other people there.
There wasn't.
His roommates were there, but we didn't see them much. So we watched TV for awhile, and then we were to his room, and listened to music. It was cool. So i was sitting in his chair at his desk, and he was sitting on his bed and he asked me if I knew how cute I was, and I didn't know what to say, I blushed. And then he told me that he had the hugest crush on me last year. Blushed even more!! Anyway... stuff like that, It was fun :) He finally kissed me too.. that was nice.
So the reason I say that I'm in deep shit, is because I don't have time for a relationship!!! and I really like him, and I'm pretty sure that he really likes me... ahhhh, i just dont know!
Then... I was sleeping yesterday afternoon (Jamie went camping, Ashley went home to babysit, and Nicole was at sorority stuff so I was kind of alone all day and night).
So anyway, to make a long story short (I dont want to bore you, if you are even reading this), doug called me a couple of times while i was sleeping. so i called him back and i went over there cause he said he was BBQ-ing. i thought there would be other people there.
There wasn't.
His roommates were there, but we didn't see them much. So we watched TV for awhile, and then we were to his room, and listened to music. It was cool. So i was sitting in his chair at his desk, and he was sitting on his bed and he asked me if I knew how cute I was, and I didn't know what to say, I blushed. And then he told me that he had the hugest crush on me last year. Blushed even more!! Anyway... stuff like that, It was fun :) He finally kissed me too.. that was nice.
So the reason I say that I'm in deep shit, is because I don't have time for a relationship!!! and I really like him, and I'm pretty sure that he really likes me... ahhhh, i just dont know!