Im feeling lost. I have nothing going for me in life, I have no friends(atleast that is how it feels). I actually cried myself to sleep last night. I havent done that since i left UB
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1) It's not that I don't want anything to do with you. I'm just...still angry. Give me time (and food...I did mention that because of last night I'm skipping lunch to do my notes. LOL) and things should be back to normal eventually.
2) Glad you're finally seeing APO for what it really is.
It's too bad you don't actually see what true brothers can do for each other.
Thank you for calling me a backstabber, a hater, and a horrible person. I've always been here for you, whether you have ever come to me or wanted to come to be. Thank you for judging me and blaming me and thousands of other people for the problems of ten to twenty. Thank you for not rising above, and showing people what the brotherhood is actually about.
Carry on, and understand that it is difficult to remain friends with people that you have bashed and hurt. Try maybe just telling people you need help. Maybe that might help instead of yelling, complaining, and blaming everyone in an entire group - most of which have no idea who you are - for a small problem. Have a nice night.
there are obviously exceptions for everyhting that is said in life. I did ask for help. I had three people willing to help me. What I have learned since I have been out of school is that there were many more people in this district that saw me as a good for nothing person. Someone that they would be nice to their face, but talk about them behind there back. The amount of things that I have heard that was said about me, appalls me
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Hello? Big brother talking here. I've always said APO is what you make of it and at a time for me it was support and now it is barely part of my life. Take the ideals, and you can leave many of the people you associated with behind if you so wish. We did good things when we were actives, but it's been a long time since we were.
I'm sorry I can't be there for you due to geographic differences and such. You know how to find me if you need to talk. My AIM hasn't changed.
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2) Glad you're finally seeing APO for what it really is.
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Thank you for calling me a backstabber, a hater, and a horrible person. I've always been here for you, whether you have ever come to me or wanted to come to be.
Thank you for judging me and blaming me and thousands of other people for the problems of ten to twenty.
Thank you for not rising above, and showing people what the brotherhood is actually about.
Carry on, and understand that it is difficult to remain friends with people that you have bashed and hurt. Try maybe just telling people you need help. Maybe that might help instead of yelling, complaining, and blaming everyone in an entire group - most of which have no idea who you are - for a small problem.
Have a nice night.
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I'm sorry I can't be there for you due to geographic differences and such. You know how to find me if you need to talk. My AIM hasn't changed.
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