So what a year (or 13 months almost)... Met Becky and came out again, dad got cancer and I spent 7 weeks in Texas with him while he got treatment, and then I took care of him at home while mom worked. It has been a roller coaster, and lately I have been going downhill. My emotions are insane, and I am crying and acting crazy, and I cut myself for ( Read more... )

So my dad is doing SO well. I hope that some miracle is happening and the cancer is gone when we go for a petscan in October ( Read more... )

Well, to anyone who isn't on facebook and cares, mom, dad, and I stayed out in Houston for six weeks while he got treated with chemo and radiation. I loved it there and I love the hospital. Such an amazing place! I hated to come home. Dad did great, however, a few days after we got home he got very sick. High high fevers that wouldn't break, very ( Read more... )

To my Internet friends who have asked about sending money. I have a paypal. My email is all.wrote.up@gmail.com. I'm thinking that is all you need? Anyway, it will go into my account and I will put it in my dad's funds. Thanks :)

My dad is having to go to M.D. Anderson in Houston Texas for treatment of esophageal cancer. There is an account set up at hancock bank under BENNIE TYNES if anyone wants to make a donation. It will go towards travel expenses and treatment. You can make a donation at any hancock bank or online (I think you need a handy-line to do it online). But my ( Read more... )

So my dad has cancer of his esophagus. They can't operate. The Internet says there is a 5 years survival rate. My family has been through so much...

So things are going lovely. Things have been going great with my family (either before all of this that is going on in my life, I have never been close to my brothers). At my nieces birthday party about a week ago, my brothers, the kids, and my parents and I sat around and had a great time socializes. Usually someone is snarky to someone, or ( Read more... )

So if my relapse with anxiety and depression wasn't bad enough, my mom has decided she doesn't accept me and to go on an emotional rampage and make me feel like shit.

I'm sick. My anxiety is hitting me hard, again. I feel like I am nothing but poison to anyone who gets close to me. I hate getting close to people and I never let it happen, but when it has happened, I suck the life out of them. I have always been the one to only have one friend, and me and that friend would spend our time together. I just can't ( Read more... )

Let's see. I am working a little bit here and there at my uncle's insurance place. I'm going through a bit of a change in my life right now, but I believe it will work out for the best and that God is working me through the situation and is healing me... Health wise, I never went to the colonoscopy, but I'm pretty sure it was just ibs. However, I ( Read more... )