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It was cold today. The boys were able to play outside, anyway. I can't believe how big they're getting. I'm sure every mother and father says that. It is just so weird how time just slips right past you even quicker then before you had kids. You appreciate the time you have to yourself MORE, after you have kids. Lately, I've been telling ( Read more... ) -
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Today was
wasted.
Not much else to say.
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Melancholy
SO many thoughts go through my mind and I just don't know what to do with them. I want to express myself. I want someone to talk to. I want to jump off a waterfall into the deep deep water below. I want to lay by a stream and place little daisies, one by one, into it and watch it float downstream. I want to feel the breeze through my hair as I ( Read more... ) -
R(ain).A(air).N(ature).D(reams).O(f).M(ountains)
It's nice. I woke up at 6 AM today and I have been writing for an hour. I wrote a whole essay about, wow, I just now forgot. I'll come back to that later, but for now, I am really happy that I've been getting better at waking up early in the morning and going to bed at a decent time. I've been staying up late for too long, and waking up at 9 ( Read more... ) -
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I only have a little time to type anything down but it's still some time to type. Liam stabbed himself in the chin with his own fork. He fell of his chair and it happened. He's so brave. He cried a little bit but he got over it pretty quickly. Mike headed out to the store to get some tylenol, so that it's Liam doesn't have to feel too much ( Read more... ) -
Freedom is near, if you fight for it
I don't know what to write. I feel kind of let down and I don't even know why. I'm worried about my son's health. I feel like I'm a anti-social freak anymore. I can't seem to find any time to write and when I do, SOMEONE needs my attention or help. I didn't want this post to be negative but I am kind of lost.
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Restart
I am going to try my hardest to keep up with this Journal. I'm hardly on my computer anymore and I usually write in my notebook but I think I can fit in some computer writing as well. My boyfriend is usually on my computer learning some graphic art stuff or I'm just busy doing housework or momma duties. Now that Mike is the manager of this ( Read more... ) -
dysfunctional familiy mystery...
Warm cup of coffee. Piano music, playing.
I feel like I can't go on with my day, if I don't write something first. Anything! I didn't write yesterday, at all, and it drove me mad! I don't know why I let myself get into that position, but I refuse to use the time as an excuse. I had all the time to write, but I used that time for other things. ( Read more... ) -
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Art seems the only thing that can paralyze me. Making me just wanna jump out of my skin, grab everything I need to make a creation of my own. I can't afford it right now though, we're so broke, since the Oregon trip for lizzy's wedding, but that's okay because this is only temporary. We will be back on our feet soon enough. Anyway the best way ( Read more... )