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IDK
I'm having alcohol cravings and it's scaring me. I'm so stressed out lately and I'm angry, hot and confused about everything in my life. I just constantly want to scream or breakdown in tears. I don't know what to do. There's too many things in my life that aren't settled and I'm just done. I feel like I'm never at piece. I don't know.
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Dynasty S6E14
I'm pretty disappointed with season 6. I watched 14 episodes so far and I don't really care and can't remember most of it.
The end of season 5 of course there was drama, a shooting at Amanda's wedding. Honestly, I was hoping that Amanda's character would be gone, but she's still there. I care none about Prince Micheal and King Galen trying to get ( Read more... ) -
Dynasty Reboot S1E19
I didn't think I would like Nicolette as Alexis but she's not doing a bad job. She's no Joan Collins but she's good enough.
Alexis telling Micheal that Fallon loves him. She's always meddling in other people's shit! But I'm intrigued to see what shady shit she does with Jeff.
Mrs. Culhane telling Fallon to get the hell away in such a nice church ( Read more... ) -
I'm just pissed off.
I was having an ok day then of course, I go home and am met with my mother's bitchiness. Anytime I try to speak with her about my mental health issues, she acts like a cold bitch. I really don't like using that word, but I don't know how else to describe her. She doesn't say anything that's rude, but her facial expressions say it all. She's so ( Read more... ) -
Dynasty (1980s) Season 5 Episode 16
Up to S5 E16- This is about the major things that I remember so far
I feel so bad for Kirby, agreeing to marry Adam because she wants to be "upstairs". Then I realized that maybe that was a distraction from her plotting to kill Alexis. Of course, Alexis was involved in fucking up someone else's life. I still can't believe Joseph committed suicide ( Read more... ) -
Dynasty Comparisons as of S3 E9
I had some free time and I started to marathon the original Dynasty as I await the new episode of the reboot. I'm up to season 3 right now and some things are way different and some things are the same. The fashion is so terribly 80's but that's expected. It's still terrible. The original's mansion and estate seemed more grand and wealthy than ( Read more... ) -
So...
I'm excited because Dynasty returns tomorrow! I am so stoked. I had a shitty weak but this makes up for it. I'm just ready for a change and hopefully with the new financial venture I'm taking, change will happen. I also started watching The Bachelor. There's like 20+ seasons so I'm contemplating starting from the first season because it would take ( Read more... ) -
Before & After
I'm at this strange time, in the aftermath of my family member's death. There's no more funeral to plan, no more cleaning, no more sympathy cards to read. It's just the after. Everything I think about, everything I do I see it as a before and after. I look at an old photo on my phone and think "Oh that was before __ died." I ride past my favorite ( Read more... ) -
Do I have regret? Am I feeling guilt?
I recently had a family member pass away and I'm so confused about it. They weren't the best person but they weren't the worst and they were around most of the time. They disappointed me a few times in my life, but it's wasn't for something I would hate them over. I've never been an emotional person, but I've surprised myself by having moments of ( Read more... ) -
Frustrated
I have this unspoken, one sided competition with a friend in my program and it's been stressing me out. I was the smart friend and she would always come to me for information and when she needed help. The past few times she's gotten better grades than me and I was so pissed off about it. I went into a I'm so stupid slump for a bit and I didn't ( Read more... )