I finally did it!!!!!! I graduated from graduate school!!!!!! It was a long hard road but I did it!!! To be honest I thought for sure I was going to fail but I did it. I did it with the help of all my family & friends who kept telling me I could do it when I didn't think so. THANK YOU!!!! Thanks to everyone, now I gotta find a job so I can pay back ( Read more... )

Well its almost over. Tomorrow is the biggest final of all. The one that makes me or breaks me. Will all my hard work be for naught? I hope not. It would really suck to fail, but it may happen. Xmas last year was ruined cos I got fired. This Xmas I may flunk out of school. May be Xmas shouldn't be my favorite holiday. But the weird thing is that I ( Read more... )

I'm finally off probation!!! I passed!! I fucking did it! Didn't think I could do it but the gods looked down on me. 3 weeks off & its back to the grindstone. But I fucking did it!!

School is kicking my ass. I'm trying as hard as I can, but my best may not be good enuff. All I can do is try. I'm going to a work related party tonite with the people I used to work with & for some reason I'm terrified. I don't know why. Maybe cos its the 1st time I'm seeing them for the 1st time since the infamous firing 6wks ago. But why the ( Read more... )

I got fired today. What I find most shocking is how hurt I feel. I really thought I hated my job & couldn't wait to leave. Weird huh?

Uni gave me one more try. If I don't get a 3.0 this semester I will be discharged & not be allowed to return. Talk about pressure. Don't know if I can do it. All I can do is try. Wish me luck ( Read more... )

Well I'm gonna be kicked out of grad school & I'm getting fired this week. Life doesn't get better than this.

Its official, I am a failure. Got a 76 on my 1st journal paper, no where near the A I need. So I guess I'll quit, no point in beating a dead horse. I really wanted this but I'm just not good enuff. Am I good @ anything?? Probably not, that's my lot in life. I hate being a failure, you'd think I'd be used to it. But it really hurts when you find out ( Read more... )

She is doing much better.No longer limping, running around like a young dog. I don't if its the pain pills or what but she is doing good. I don't even want to think about school.

School is not going well. Now one of my dogs is sick. Coco was limping this AM, holding her left front paw up & not weight bearing @ all. Took her straight to the vet.  Well she has osteosarcoma. I've already decided no chemo or radiation therapy. She is 15 yrs old and has had a good life. But I don't want her to be in pain. When it gets bad enuff ( Read more... )