school
Well its almost over. Tomorrow is the biggest final of all. The one that makes me or breaks me. Will all my hard work be for naught? I hope not. It would really suck to fail, but it may happen. Xmas last year was ruined cos I got fired. This Xmas I may flunk out of school. May be Xmas shouldn't be my favorite holiday. But the weird thing is that I haven't gone into dark despair yet. I am smoking a lot so I'll probably get lung cancer. But no dark despair. Must be the 80mg of Prozac I take daily.