what're you five?
 and if i'm missing something here let me know. but i just don't understand why it has to be an arguement ever time i make a comment about something. ugh =\

i just need to get out of here.

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When you question why I don't trust you or other people, look within yourself and you'll find the answer.

i hate pumping myself up for something that i had a gut feeling it was gonna go wrong.  i drove an hour to do this stupid interview that the band didn't even show up for, then i got my air time swiped by this fat chick. i mean no offense to fat chicks. i was just upset. i really don't have time to waste, especially this semester and the fact that i ( Read more... )

come home so maybe i'll stop caring so much =[

We Always Want What We Can't Have.

Ralph Waldo Emerson wrote: The wise man in the storm prays God, not for safety from danger, but for deliverance from fear

i cried for the first time in a while. about what? a lot of things. first was all this stress i'm putting myself under. i know i can handle it, it's just hard to keep my head on sometimes. To find time for myself in the midst of ( Read more... )

I'm kind of glad I don't trust people.  Call me cynical, dumb. whatever. Tell me I should give people a chance... go ahead. I dare you. Because you'd be wrong. There's no sense in it. People always lie. cheat. and steal. It's our nature. Trust is a lie. Tell me I'm too young to think the way I am. Sure, maybe you're right, and maybe you're wrong. ( Read more... )

idk what to think. i  wanna trust people. but i can't.

i love waking up after a really good dream =]

can't wait to be at school, but i'm gonna miss my sunsett muchisisisimo.