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I'm sorry if my lack of updating has really bothered anyone, though I hope and believe it hasn't. For the record, I've wanted to update several times over the past couple of months, but my sense of fairness regarding LJ has stopped me. You all know that sometimes I can hardly find the time to go online at all, right? I first try to take care of

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[hieronymousb]

Glad to see that you're feeling better. Don't scare me like that any more, Todd

[hieronymousb]

(I was actually going to post in LJ today asking everyone to call you to make sure you were still alive--seems you are)

You know, because I CARE.

[hieronymousb]

And no, you never nearly lost my friendship. That is inaccurate. I simply wanted to change some THINGS about our friendship. I did not want to end the friendship. I have been worried sick about you all day and you don't seem to be answering my calls (I just called). How can you be talking about suicide last night and now be acting like everything is okay? Things don't get OKAY that quickly when you're ready to kill yourself. I'm more concerned with your well-being than my feelings on this matter, and I of course am immensely relieved to find you alive, but I can't pretend that your NEAR SUICIDE didn't freak/scare/stress me out, Todd. I'm still freaked out. I hope that you call later. If I sound angry, it's because I condemn suicide, but I do care about your well-being--I called Kate and told her to call Lisa and come visit you to make sure you were alright. All day I have been thinking "What if Todd is DEAD?"--and I'm sorry if I'm ruining your privacy by posting this but I think your friends need to know that you NEARLY FREAKING

[hieronymousb]

*inhales* Sorry, delete my posts if you wish. I'm just really frightened right now. A dam of emotion burst when I saw this post. I have been in limbo all day today

[souzou_chan]

It's nice to see you posting in your LJ again Todd.

Just wish we could talk more too.

[grimmerlove]

Yay! An update! I'm so happy. :D :D :D :D
I've missed your updates. A LOT. I'm glad you've posted.

It was just depressing to be alone in this living space once more, though I've since grown accustomed again.
Y'know, I think I *MIGHT* have that issue when Rachel leaves. Then no one is going to be here at all. I'll be even more alone than I usually am. XD

Hal Jordan has been resurrected in DC, has his own GL series again, so I'm all into comic book fandom once more.
Yay, and you're going to let me borrow your comics, right?

As long as certain things work out, I'll be meeting Kate, Paige, Chris and possibly Autumn in early August. Kate invited Lisa, myself and others to spend a few days with her at her family's NJ beach house. Er, I guess I'd also be meeting Paige's mother, but I don't know yet if that's going to be bane or boon.
!!!!
*hops up and down* You mentioned me! You did! ^_____^
Don't worry, my mom's a fun person. And she works with people your age, so I guess it'd be all right.

Aaaah, I'm so happy. An update. :D :D

[emerika]

Hey! An update from you makes my morning pretty bright now. I missed reading your entries.

I understand your lack of updating. We all have lives. In fact, I don't even have enough time to finish this comment I was meant to type up so I'm gonna have to cut it short...

Right about... now. :D

[pagan_pentagram]

Ah, the first thought that sruck me when I saw this was "no news is good news, so I'd better pull out the tissue box." But it looks like you're surviving.

So hey Toddmeister. Well, yknow, I've gotta say, I'm sorry. It seems like around every corner lurks another friend issue, you know. But I'm confident that none of this is beyond your ability. And through it all, your friends'll be there for you, you know? So blah blah blah, nothing worth reporting here and whatnot. Glad you're hanging in there.