Yes, as shocking as it may be, I'm returning to the live journal-ing. Once the idea popped into my head about doing this, I thought to myself 'why? you never do it anymore. what's the point?' I guess I'm in a place where I'm looking for something. I doubt I'll find it here, but as far as venting goes, this is more supportive than a paper journal ( Read more... )

"dont you ever come back smelling all good and taking showers." ahh, i dont care what anyone says. late registration is the shit. wutup peoples. fuckin a its been a minute. so lets see lets see, 42nd St was the shizzil. good times. i managed to not lose any articles of clothing pertaining my 4 costumes! and uhh, fuckin...had a competition on friday ( Read more... )

i dont know how long its been. i reckon i could look and see, but i'd rather not. how goes it everyone. i'll probably leave comments on the pages of people that i'd like to comment...or "the old regulars"....hehe...anyway....wednesday was wonderful. lost my cell phone on the way to see nichole. i blame senior year. cuz i got senioritis all up in my ( Read more... )

More and more I find art, whether it be written, sung, spoken or drawn, that explains or relates to my current standing, enlightening the path before me and illuminating corners in my past that I have long since buried in hopes that forgetfulness would have its way. I have searched for answers...but no matter the surreptitiousness of my sleuth, ( Read more... )

Being diagnosed Bipolar is one thing, but I don't think I've ever felt two emotions with such antithetical origin as these, the details of which are of rather soon divulgence. My last few entries have revolved around the recent death of a loved one. My grievances are still aparent, yet only surface at times of idle loneliness. I find it hard to ( Read more... )

yesterday was the funeral..and i was right. when the realization that my friend was actually gone finally dawned on me, i just couldnt handle it. we were the first to get to the church at the top of forest lawn. the day before my brother had been there during the autopsy....i dont know how he could do it. the first funeral that i went to was in 1st ( Read more... )

ah man. got up at 5 this morning to visit a friend of mine in noho and had to be at baskin robbins at 12. man...you see so many hot chicks working in manhattan beach...the shit is bananas like chiquita. picked up 2 numbers on only me second day! not to mention my shift leader joe. funny motha fucka. the only full black guy that works there and thus ( Read more... )

Been awhile since my last update, you few and proud followers of my life. Genuflect! Thank you. Well hey people, school's just around the corner...but more important news. A few days ago Nick Nowell was shot and killed at 1:45 AM on Raymond and Penn in Pasadena. I uhh, hadn't seen the guy in about a year. We used to have good times back in the day ( Read more... )

hey bitches. staying up and watching adult swim is one of my many pasttimes. this weeks episode of venture bros. taught me many things about a condition known as testicular torsion. here are some fun facts about the male scrotum brought to you by the wonderful people at www.scrotalsafetycommission.com ( Read more... )

man. i guess today wasnt all that bad. i did finally meet some people in this shitty complex that i can talk to. everyone around here is too busy thinking their shit dont stink. starbucks should be calling me tomorrow. and my interview with ralphs was rescheduled for the 3rd time. i should be talking to them on tuesday. i will b so fucking happy ( Read more... )